Feeling better, new opportunities and summer.

Hey journal,  I know it’s been a long time since I last felt the need to write on my journal I just thought that an update was needed. Ok so first things first I’ve got a new job! Admittedly I’ve been praying for a full time job so that me and tom can move out…

What nobody tells you about depression.

Hey journal, So I guess I’ve had a rather busy week, I’ve managed to get a new job, working at a local nursery. It’s going really well and the staff and parents are lovely. I just keep feeling like I’m going to go back down to that dark place within myself again and it’s scary…

Up and down times.

Hey journal, Ok so the past few weeks of this new year have been busy. I am finally back on the roads in my little Kia picanto and I love the freedom of being able to drive and get back into a regular routine. I am seeing friends who I know are my true friends,…

Published on fictionpress.

Hi all. So I finally took the leap of faith and published the first chapter of my nano novel from November which I aim to finish, on fictionpress. https://www.fictionpress.com/~sabri19 There is the link. I am going to try and publish a chapter a week. I’ve got like eight chapters already written and edited, it’s not…

Out with the old and in with the new.

Hey journal! So finally my laptop is being updated at last, which means I can finally finish off my nano novel!  Also other good news is that I deleted all the photos of me and my ex. He can well piss off as far as I’m concerned. Me and my lovely boyfriend tom are now…

Ah how the muses flow!

Ok so hi again journal and well world.  I have finally reached the conclusion of what I want to do as a career and let me tell you, it is somewhat enlightening to finally discover what ones true talents are.  Now as I am quite artistic and I adore my drama, I have decided to…

Last post of the year.

Hey Journal! So it is the 31st December 2015. I’ve had a pretty rough couple of months to end the year on. I’ve been in the local mental health hospital for at least a month before being given overnight leave, which is almost being fully discharged but not yet. I have had a great Christmas…

Just don’t know what to do with myself…

Well I did nanowrimo and it is now december and nearly a week since I won it. I am not sure of what to attempt next as a creative person. I’ve got a few novel ideas floating around in my head, but I would love to go back and edit and rewrite and organize the…

NaNoWriMo 2011: The Aftermath…

Ok so despite a lot of things happening in November, I actually won NaNoWriMo for the first time in all of what four years participating? Fourth time lucky I guess! I am really proud of myself, it took a lot of hard graft and a final 5,500 odd word dash to the finish line on…

Nanowrimo 2011 part 2

So journal, despite the last post I made, I have an INCREDIBLE urge to start at least planning my novel. Which is fantasy. And I have never written fantasy before or made up a world completely on my own. Am I scared? Yes I am freaking out slightly… I really just want to go with…

NaNoWriMo 2011

So well it is that time of year again, and well I have not done much creatively since last year except that I am trying although dreadfully to knit. Still have not sold many of my friendship bracelets but I do aim to set myself up on etsy at some point! Anyway it is getting…